Mood: Content? I dunno
Listening to: Hawthorne Heights- My Heart is in O-hii-oooo

Hmm, so it's almost been two months since I updated all of you...ok maybe like 3 of you who actually read my journals.

A lot has gone down. Tasha and I broke up. It's ok though, I had lost sight of what I wanted, what I started out with and she really wanted that person back. Maybe one day, when I grow up a little. I'm actually doing well, I know it sounds awful.

I got Cujo and Mr. P fixed and declawed and they've been limping around the past couple days. I'm going to start playing with a local hardcore band and I'll do some vocals/screaming. People say all the time "chicks can't scream" but you just wait. The only problem is these guys hate emo. Or so they claim, I know they're a bunch of softies.

I had a chance to go see Bury Your Dead and Walls of Jericho, etc but passed it up. Shh, don't ask why.

OK today is my birthday. I was surprised with two birthday cakes, flowers, etc. And this awesome vintage suitcase. I was going to some party for something else and it ended up being a surprise, but now since i'm old and stuff i got too tired and left before it was over. Anyways, I'm about to fall asleep in the chair, so goodnight everyone.

1,000 pageviews everybody! Woo.

Other than that. Meh.

So Thanksgiving went smoothly, but I flipped out yesterday. To summarize, I don't do well with my meds and remembering to take them when not on my usual schedule, so I actually attacked my mother in public, then I was harassed by a couple of guys who work in a department store and now I have fresh bandages on my right arm. It's nothing bad really, I scratched my arm until i bled which i haven't done in years. God, I hate the holidays.

I guess it's official.

I should've posted my dumb little election sayings before it all went down. No one is in the mood now.

Here's two.

"Don't vote for Bush cos he is one!"

"Kerry isn't a fairy, but he supports them! Vote for Kerry 2004."